Day 1

Last night I had an intervention and I came to the conclusion that I need to start a project that would consume my time and entertain an audience of people just like myself.  I questioned what people would be most interested in and it came to me by the drop of a dime that everyone experiences love, or so they think that they have.  Most of the time individuals confuse the nature of love with lust, especially when their carried away by the "perfection" of their partner.

Anyways as 2010 comes to a close and I reflect back on my relationship from its beginning stages till now I realize how self-absorbed I have been.  Seriously it truly is a blessing to see how people can cope with my attitude, selfishness, and unstable wants/needs.  I understand everyone is not perfect and of course humans are not meant to be, but for a split second I thought I was.  I thought I was able to conquer two masters at once...to juggle the sincerity of my relationship and linger between the devilish thoughts in mind of the possibilities that exist outside the realm of my relationship.

I played a culprit this year, a murderer of some one's heart and feelings, and "saint" in allowing people to actually believe that I was a good partner.  However,  for the remainder of this year and the new year I made an oath to do right and I plan on living by my word. Now, as I unravel my own psychological issues I want to address an array of problems/questions that suffice in relationships.  My ultimate goal is to use this blog as a column to express my feelings about the do's and don'ts of being in a relationship by using my own personal experiences, and possibly help those in need of advice.  So with that said let the blogging begin...